today

so today didnt start off terribly great. but i like it right now, im sitting in the lounge and no one is here meaning the tv is mine : ) and 16 and pregnant is on which always makes me feel a little better about boy problems, cuz at least i dont have a baby with him that i must take care of on my own. thats definately a bright side. this morning woke up way more tired than i shouldve been, and got ready and headed over near the....civil engineering? building to take the cat tran over to ahsc-arizona health sciences center, over next to umc, up to the 8th floor and in a symposium to watch a slideshow presented by a highup u of a vet on animal testing. yeah, i didnt enjoy that. then we went over to the ahsc library, which is the library for the med school, and now we have access to that ! which makes me feel kinda special and smart, like the med students. i also got my u of a badge. meaning im gonna have to invest in a lanyard, cuz now i have somthing other than my dorm key to put on there..after that and a survey i emailed my mentor (erik) and waited for him to get back to me to go to the lab and start ! i walked over to the union (yes, its hot, and yes, its easier to wait for the cat tran) and ate in the food court at their healthy food place, a place called iq something? i got a wrap with chicken in it and saved the rest for dinner cuz it was de-lishhh. then i got an email back from erik and headed to the lab, where he should me some really complicated stuff, some of it i knew from biology but i recall i didnt do so fantastic in biology, so he gave me a lab book that i took a ton of notes in. i was only there til about 3...and now here i am! after i write this i plan on continuing my hw on my business classes til about 7, then walking to the rec center to swim! and hopfully take a shower and wash my hair there, too. things in my personal life havent been good lately, but im trying to make the best of it and salvage what i can. its saddening, especially when talking to my mom about it she said i would never really get over it....but i figure if he and i were meant to be together, we'll get back together someday. for now, i just need to accept being friends (hopefully) and being a good friend. id rather have him in my life than not.