now

yesterday 7 weeks in tucson at UA ended and i had to return to show low. this will be the last time this happens. in 10 months and 1 day i will graduate and finally gain all freedom. jeff and i will move in, to an apartment or our own condo...condo is short for condom? condominium. haha. but im excited.
alot has happened. its been awhile since ive written here and i regret that. my past week has been fairly bad. medical issues, taking care of highly intoxicated friends, and saying goodbye to my really good friend dianna. bubba and a few others at the dorm got amazingly drunk on more than one occaision and managed to get away with it. i admit i was tempted to drink and have fun but i resisted. each night the fun ended badly, and dianna and i ended up taking care of crazy pissdrunk friends. seeing alcohol go bad and knowing jeff is against that are enough to keep me away forever. bubba pissed his pants, and bawled to where the only way he would get to bed was if dianna rubbed his back and went 'ssshhh' like he was a baby. ugh...
jeff and i are getting engaged! amazing news. its gonna make us an even stronger couple and it will make these next few months much more bearable i believe.
im really excited to be his fiance and soon his wife. this is something that i never thought would be important to me and now its extremely important. i feel lucky to have him and i know things are going to get better and better for us.